I've never thought of myself as a writer. I was never good in English at school, immensely disliked writing papers, and have always been lousy at spelling and grammar. I have always thought it would be fun to put together a story book, but that thought was the kind of thought you have like - it would be so fun to go to a beach house or it would be fun to live in Paris. It's something you talk about and think about, but it's something other people do. Not me.
Many opportunities come into our lives to make choices. Some are hard, some are easy . . . I admit there are many I would like to make over.
One choice I have made that I would never do over is the choice of marrying in the temple to my dearest friend, and raising our five wonderful children. I've probably known throughout most of my life that I wanted this.
As a teenager, I sure dreamed of adventure, traveling the world, having an important job, and being needed by many. Like the move Beauty and the Beast, Belle exclaims, "I want adventure in the great wide somewhere, I want it more than I can tell." That's how I felt. I felt at that time that if I chose motherhood and family, I was giving adventure all up, but little did I know.
After more than thirty years of marriage and five children, I've had more adventure, travel, and being needed more than I could have ever imagined. (A different kind of travel, adventure, being needed than I was looking forward to) but I've loved it all.
With each new child, each new day my life is blessed, be it with happiness or sorrow. When our children were small, Dan and I had a tradition of tucking our children in bed at night. It was a sweet time of the day, to say goodnight and listen to their prayers. Many things were learned at this time. Many cute things were said, I loved them all.
On one particular night as we were tucking our oldest in bed, just as the covers were being placed up to her chin, she asked, "Mom, Dad, will I still fit in my bed when I'm sixty-five?" At the time we wanted to say "No!" I don't remember if we really answered her that night.
I would like to answer her now. Yes, Shannon, Sam, Kent, Denver, and Mason; you will always fit in your bed. We will always be there to tuck you in. I've been so blessed. I don't know why. Upon these pages I share with you some of the sweet memories of our lives; they are all centered in you.
Thanks for putting the adventure, surprise, and love in my life.
Love you,
Mom





























